I was listening to a really good song titled "Better Days" by Goo Goo Dolls and a part of the lyrics is

I don't need boxes wrapped in strings

And desire and love and empty things

Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days.

Listening to this, I was thinking about how worldly I've gotten and how I was so involved in this materialistic world. I was always complaining about money, new technology and things that I didn't have. But then I realized, I really don't need any of these stuff! All I need is a chance or a slight hope that things will be better, even if right now is really tough and hard, and the rest. . . just leave it to God to make everything better :]

Another part of that song goes:

And the one poor child that saved this world

And there's 10 million more who probably could

If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

This. . . struck me. This shows how powerful prayers can be. If everyone just stopped and prayed, think of how much this world would be different. Prayer truly is a powerful weapon, and the best part is, everyone can use it!

I think the lyrics to this song is really good. You should all listen to it.

Oh man. It's been a really loooong week. 

I noticed that as I go through a busy day, a busy week, I forget all about God during the week and I feel that even on Sunday, I come to church, not because I want to, but because its what I do on Sundays. Right now, I feel really distant from God and once again, I've started to doubt about everything. Is there really a God? Is there Heaven and Hell? Is there God in me?

Then I begin to assure myself. Of COURSE there's a God! There HAS to be a God!

I think God is testing my faith. He wants to know if I really believe in him. Frankly, I'm not sure. I think I really need to have a little chit chat with Jesus. I will page him on his beeper tonight :]